It was on monday . even though it was a short while but yea good time . Went to bedok first to Corin, then after that went to kor's school to wait for him -.-. he took like 100 yrs to come out . He came out then germs and corin talked to him for a little while . i still didn't dare to talk to him because of what happen last time . No face to talk to him ): . A very deep scar has been left between me and him . So yah , we walked to bedok mrt station . Kor went with his friend to simei , Corin Germs Yizhen and me went to tampines mall , ate pastamania . then slacked walked around awhile and went to germs house (: . after that they watched some sexual content video . i played ds for awhile and yizhen went home . after awhile it was my turn to go home . homed and yeaps (:
Seriously, me and him had a very big and deep scar between us . As you can see when i talk to him is like talking to wall. And last time usually i have loads to talk to him about and he'll talk with me . Now even if i had something to talk with him . He won't talk with me much . I seriously want to have a nice chat or nice crapping time with . But trust me , he said after his o levels' he said he will tutor me Amaths. But for sure he won't . I know him too well .
To kor: if you ever read this i'm sorry . Seriously i'm sorry , but i really don't know what to do anymore . i just want to be back as good brothers again . But if it's not possible , i shall not contact you anymore with my nonsense . You can have your life and i'll die in my life .
I'm tired of living seriously i am .
I'm tired of living seriously i am .
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