YES. i'm very awake . i know what i've been doing . you're the only guy whom i loved so much and cared so much since sf was gone . SF was actually my 1st best friend or closest god-brother. now that his not around me often you're the next guy to take his place. Now you're my number one in my heart . And i too need you . Not only you need me . i've never found anyone to talk to since you've been gone . Not a person whom i can talk my hearts out to . Your the closest best friend other than the nut family i'm having . They are diffrent from you and you are different from them . thats why i need you too .!
Please don't leave me
